Monday, August 02, 2004

Currently: listening to led zeppelin II on vinyl and it sounds so f-ing good tea is making it even better.

mel posted some of her pet peeves and this made me feel like an idiot:

"overly obsessive idolizing people/events/things. this goes along with people who cannot just LET IT BE. when they KEEP talking about something, like a party or a concert or a joke or anything, that was funny or great and cool at the time, but the fact that you keep talking about it is making it old and tired. just let it be so I can have my nice memories to reflect on. thank you."

i feel like i fit into the obsessing over people and events part. take for example ryan shuck/orgy.... yeah. i became uncomfortably insecure about this after i read it b/c now i feel really stupid. i already have this issue with thinking that everyone thinks i'm annoying; which is why i'm mostly quiet around certain people, and this made it worst. gah, i really dislike being so insecure as much as i would like to think that i'm not.

i went to bed at 7am this morning. i haven't stayed up that late in over a year. i woke up at 1:30pm and it feels like i have no time now. oh well... i slept good.

i fucking love records on vinyl and i have a whole huge ass bunch. i should send my uncle the biggest thank you note in the world. i need to get batteries for my camera so i can take a picture of the really really really beautiful guitar he gave me and show it off. aaaahhh i love music sooooooooooooo much i don't know what to do sometimes.

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