Tuesday, October 05, 2004

YOU PEOPLE MUST CHECK OUT THE NEW ORGY VIDEO! THE SONG SUCKS ASS BUT RYAN LOOKS SOOOOO GOOD. WOWOWOWOWOWOW. Click on Vague i don't think you're ready for this jelly you all should know that i touched that mesh shirt that jay is wearing, but really, what a shit ass video. the only good parts are ry and a few shots of bobby. paige should just join good charlotte and get it over with; amir needs new moves.

oh yes and head over to julien-k for the update posted by Ry AND if your computer isn't stupid listen to clips of Everyone Knows (i love love love love love love love it when he sings "yeah i know" b/c his voice is SO AMAZING) and Kick the Bass b/c those two songs are so freaking good. ry has such i good voice i can't believe is sometimes.

my mom and i got into this HUGE fight, it was big and if you ask what it's about i couldn't even tell you b/c that woman yelled at me for so many different things. first it was b/c i didn't do the dishes, then b/c i didn't help out that day, b/c she had to work 12 hours (even though that is her shift that she PICKED), b/c she had bills to pay so maybe she should get a 3rd job, and lastly b/c i had to go to the ER this summer. she also said she wanted me gone. when i came home yesterday she put the ER bill on my bed as if to make me feel gulity about things i cannot control. i had it so i packed some shit up. she came in my room and asked where i was going and if i planned on telling her. i said no b/c i thought she wouldn't care. she then exploded and said i was running away, i wasn't running away i needed to get the fuck away from her for a while. christina came and spent the night there. now she's acting as if nothing happened. i left out a shitload of details but i think you get the main idea. so overall i have no clue as to exactly why she was mad, but now it's all good. however, that night she pulled the plug on the computer while i was typing papers and i lost everything. EVERYTHING. when i asked "why did you pull the plug?" after she did it she replied "i worked 12 hours." sometimes i really wish that she would act like an adult.

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