Sunday, April 10, 2005

two words: burnt out.

the week leading up to easter was spent getting high, easter was spent getting high. tuesday was spent getting high, that weekend spent getting high, and now this weekend spent getting high. i'm not bragging i'm just saying, i'm freaking burnt out. i've smoked myself stupid, but it's ok b/c i'll keep smoking.

the tuesday after easter was really great. exchange student adam, janelle, megan, krista and i all went to st.john college to walk the trail out to the old abandoned chapel. (if you're religous you might want to stop reading this paragraph). the walk out was fun, it was muddy and we almost slipped many times. we stopped on a bridge to have a smoke, and kept going. when we got there it was smoke time at the alter. we got high and headed back... in the dark. pitch black, but i brought a flashligh. megan and i fell in the mud, i think megan did twice, i did once. then we went into st.cloud to get some food and then we met up with cool adam at the tower. it was a good time. next time we're bringing candles and a lot more flashlights.

yesterday laura and i hung out which was much needed as we haven't in a long time. we rented movies and relaxed; it was nice. today has been boring so i did a much needed layout for my livejournal.

things with elan are good, that entry that i posted (and deleted) has been cleared up and i feel a lot better about things now. i really really really like him, i have a really good feeling about this; really i do. i think this is turning into a really good thing. i need to let the last guy go, i need to let psycho go. not everyone is going to be like that, and i just need to let that crap go; all of it. i need to see where this takes me b/c i really think where it's going is good.

check out myspace it's new and looking SO GOOD.

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