Wednesday, June 22, 2005

summer so far has been uneventful, but that's ok, b/c i'm pretty content right now. most of my days are spent waking up at 2pm (i seem to have this thing where i'm awake for 12 hours and then sleep 12 hours) and talking to christina for the whole day. we've become a lot closer (wouldn't you say?). i'm pretty sure we're going to be best friends for life, no doubt in my mind. i still remember the time i was cleaning out my favorites and had her blog in there. i never really checked on it, so when i visited it again i made a comment about the spelling of something and bam we just started talking. strange to think we've come this far. i mean the girl has seen some pictures of me that only one other person has, i can share anything with her, and i mean anything. that's awesome b/c only one other person in my life has been like that, and i lost her. christina and i are e-lesbians you jealous?


speaking of us you should check out our MOTHERFUCKING AUDIOSCROBBLERS to see what we listen too. this thing is like the coolest ever. click on network (above my picture) to see elan and christina's profile. the relationship that elan put for the two of us makes me giggle a lot.


my mom told me that NIN is coming october 11th she's all jazzed. i am too but not like screaming, it's not close enough. or maybe it hasn't sunk in that I COULD SEE TRENT IN PERSON. and knowing the luck i have with concerts i'll be front row center and get to meet him. i'm so lucky like that. i think i'll cry through the whole concert, just b/c NIN is like... so much a part of me. now all i have to see is mr. manson and i can die happy. there's another concert that i would cry my eyes out at, and probably have a heart attack.


this weekend i'm going to laura's dad's with her and skipping out on some family shit that's going on. i'm looking forward to that, the ride up is alway a blast listening to AC/DC, motley crue, NIN, RHCP and all that other shit that rocks our skulls out.


i was watching queer eye tonight and carson screamed:
I THINK THIS HOBO IS MASTURBATING!


i started to laugh so hard i was crying. THAT WAS A LEAN BACK LAUGH! he held up this little tacky statue thing that was on a shelf and it did look like it was masterbating. i wish i had one.


today i was listening to the RHCP and i really think all of you should b/c it's perfect summer music.


blow out is back on tv and i love that show like nothing else. i love hair and when i watch it, it makes me love it even more. i think after i get my master's degree in fine art i'll go to school for hair too. i want to be making $500 a haircut like johnathan. maybe i'm weird in the fact that i don't think it's too much to pay $500 for a haircut. i've even been thinking about just going to school for hair and doing free lance shit on the side, but i think i should go to school for my masters b/c i'll get more out of it.


i'm moving out soon, i have to say i'm pretty happy about that. my mom was pretty angry at me and didn't talk to me for 3 days but has since started talking to me again. she's acting like nothing happened, this makes me mad. she said all this shit but i don't think she really meant any of it. who knows.


oh oh i finished scar tissue, anthony kiedis's autobiography and have to say it was a damn good read. damn good. everyone should read it. brenda, i think you would really like it.


tonight i figured out what my favorite word is: brooskies. spelled like that too.


i'm bored so i thought i would share a ton of pictures with you. oh so you don't have to do a lot of clicking back right click on the links and open to a new window.


resent one of me.


outragously close.


model shot HAR HAR!


christina was going to make an icon of this with a green penis. haha.


>i remember elan and i had just got done talking and i was really sad and crying and it was horrible so i grabbed a camera. i thought i would take something sad and make it beautiful, this is one of the shots i took.


megan and i were high as hell and we went back to my house. this is also the night i listened to temptation by the chemical brothers high and had my mind blown away. thank you elan.


everything looks good in black and white.


OLD SCHOOL! when i had super short hair. some days i feel like cutting it this short again.


horrible picture.


PIRATE! i love this picture.


new specks and cute hair. check out the poster...


i love cute hair.


i forgot how i did this.


smirnoff and pickles and laura's


good times.


pretty.


i love the contrast in this one. my right eye looks amazing with that much contrast. i love it.


a couple nights ago, rubberband around my head is great fun.


see?


yesterday.


well all those pictures of me where getting a little on the pretentious side so i'll stop.


the cover of my "yearbook." i didn't buy one so i thought i would make one. it's going to have all my memories of 4 years in it.


one of the front pages. i asked one of my favorite teachers to sign it and she signed on that page. i didn't want anyone too but when i looked at it i thought it really made it cool. she wrote the most amazing thing to me that made me cry as i read it.


i had a bunch of people sign in the book and then i started with memories and obsessions from over the years. this is the first page.


2nd page.


3rd. elan is such an amazing person in my life. i'm so lucky it's not even funny. i had to go through a lot of freaks and assholes to get to him.


concerts! i didn't put my orgy ticket in there b/c that's going somewhere specail with their signed poster and all that. i lost my shins ticket i'm so sad about that.


these are from the hotel in iowa where i saw my first concert (incubus) we took these and made commercials later. i came up with the "wear your coon hat get 50% off!"


where i saw orgy and the shins. you may remember this from the movie purple rain starring prince. this venue is extreamly famous. each of those stars is a band. i took a picture of the manson one and one of the chemical brothers b/c i thought of elan.


a page from scar tissue. anthony looks so cute! he's smoking pot for the fist time. the last one kills me he looks SO CUTE!


i miss luke so much. he'll be home on the 4th (thank god!) that's when we're doing shrooms too. fireworks and shrooms! holy! doesn't get better then that!


when i was in preschool. i was the cutest kid on earth. hell i'm the cutest kid ever. for realies. EVER. i so beat everyone.


this picture makes me think of the song lunchbox by manson, before the song starts a kid says "that motherfuckers gunna get my metal."


i took this one of handsome a few days ago. i like it.


chanti at her grad party a few weeks ago.


chanti is SO PRETTY i'll have the pictures i took of her for art three up soon. this was dinner party night that she and trevor threw. this is when they were dating. she looked so pretty that night.


de-rockers that night looking good. who's that in the background?


laura r. looking pretty like always that night.


a really quick drawing that i did of kurt cobain a long time ago. man that hair needs some work. i should go back and fix that.


a collage that i did for painting one last year.


this drawing is the worst ever. it started out with that left eye, it looked good so i though oh i'll just do his whole face. HA. that right eye is the worst thing on earth so i said fuck this and never finished it.


last friday laura took me out to dinner b/c i was feeling pretty shitty since my mom wasn't talking to me and later that night we went down to the mississippi river park. that's a bridge in the background.


THE LAST FUCKING PICTURE! OH MY GOD! me and my homie.

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