Sunday, July 10, 2005

soundgarden is goooood. i was watching live 8 off and on today and when they showed audioslave i was excited b/c of chris cornell. well, he didn't sound so good. i was really scared that's what he sounds like now, but i kept telling myself he has a sour throat but wanted to stick it out and sing. arhg. i was really stressed about it i don't know why. i care too much about weird things.


i don't like weekends b/c that means no oprah. no oprah makes me sad. also, no felicity, yeah i watch it you judging me? luke made fun of me.


i like the song mailman by soundgraden, also spoonman even though everyone likes that song. i think i like it even more b/c some hobo they got off the street plays the spoons in that song. with the money he recived for contibuting to that song i don't think he's poor anymore. that's such a cool thing to do, nice things like that make me happy. i wish i could have seen soundgarden in the early 90's. actually if i could have one wish in the whole world it would be to go back in time and see nirvana. holy cows, i don't even know how i would react. i'm pretty sure shitting of the pants would be in the mix. can't forget about crying; but i do that all the time.


when luke and i got together last wednesday i was telling him about the oprah show i was just watching (there will be a post about it someday soon) and i started to cry so hard. i was so sad and deeply moved by it. i hope i didn't make him feel ackward. i've called him crying before so i don't think so. he just listens, i like that.


i like the word kickstand.


i had the hiccups 4 times today. they say when you have the hiccups someone is thinking about you a lot... who was thinking about me so much?! huh huh huh?


DID YOU GUYS WATCH THAT VIDEO??? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO!!! PLEASE?????? if you're asking yourself what video is the one in the post below dummy.


my mom is checking her e-mail like crazy in case NIN tickets go onsale. she needs to calm down. she's making me check her e-mail every hour on the hour (when i'm awake) for the next week and leaving her credit card with me. she's nuts, but hey if that means i get good seats to NIN it's ok in my book.


pictures:


cover of the grad. card luke gave me.


inside of it.


back.


luke. we went to barns and noble we sat on the floor looking at magazines for about an hour. when i showed this to him he said he looked like he was taking a crap. no he doesn't. we all know who does and he doesn't look like that.


i thought of christina so i took a picture.


cover of a mixed cd that luke made me.


trackz.


we went to the electic fetus (coolest record store name ever) and i saw these capris. they were 48 dollars so i didn't want to get them but i had to try them on. i came running out of the dressing room to find luke and show him. he just smiled and said he liked them.


new shirt.


bug?


i'm listening to jay-z. yes, i like jay-z, and yes i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one.

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