Friday, August 12, 2005

two nights ago i had a dream and scott speedman was in it. HOT HOT HOT! PEOPLE HAVE YOU LOOKED AT THAT PICTURE? JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF! my god i have the best dreams eva! i would give details but i only remember bits and pieces and it's too crackhead like to make sense.

last night i was watching conan, and he's like "up next andre 3000" and if my mom hadn't been sleeping i'm pretty sure that i would have attempted to scream. holy hell is that man hot as shit. i was doing this giddy happy chair dance, and looking love struck through the whole thing. SO WHAT IF I'M BOY CRAZY LIKE A PRETEEN WITH NEWFOUND CRAZY SEXUAL HORMONES! WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? HUH HUH HUH? WHAT?

that's what i thought. but shit son that man can dress.

tomorrow i am painting a wall in my new room REEEED!!! i love red, it's so sexy, passionate and beautiful. i can't wait until i finally move in and can have a closet again.

i'm pretty sure i'm forgetting a whole bunch of shit but whatever. this weekend it is my mission to hang with luke. that shouldn't be hard. but getting our hands on some shrooms or acid may be.

chanti lover call me when you don't have to work, until then i will call you several times a day and maybe spy on you at night. just kidding. but really, we need to have PANCAKES and watch HARRIET THE SPY and have a long talk.

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