Thursday, August 04, 2005

waiting waiting waiting.
5:40pm phone rings.
i have to stay at school, i'll be out at like, 8:30 or 9:00pm and i'll call you. i'll call you, if we can't do something tonight we'll something some other time, but i'll call you.
9:27pm i punch the floor and ask myself why i do this.
and i wait.
waiting waiting waiting, always waiting for something. waiting for someone to get their shit together, waiting for some guy to get his head out of his ass. i give people second chances and sometimes a third. usually i get walked all over.
but i'm going to wait. until 10:00pm and then i'm saying goodnight; and goodbye to what maybe could have been somewhat of a friendship. you fucking lose.

i got a nin poster today, why? it's nin, duh.

shaina loves the jews at;
9:26 PM

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my name is shaina and i will eat your children.

i eat sultry roasted homo sapien flesh on a daily basis, only to purge it into a rusty bucket in a matter of minutes and feed it to the dogs.

i'm in the pomeranian fur trading business with crack dealers in newark.

i am happy. i am with someone who makes me feel amazing, who i love more than i thought you could love someone. it is fucking awesome. i love my life.

also, i like to laugh. it keeps me from killing people.

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