Friday, September 16, 2005
i broke down and made another myspace.
!elan and i are sorta talking again. mostly just e-mails and messages on myspace. added him to aim again. he said he was sorry that he treated me the way he did, that meant a lot. at least he cares. it will be interesting to see how this goes, i would like him as a friend again. called him a few days ago but it was short, i was happy to hear his voice again.
i called luke last night b/c there is all this stuff wrong with him and he was in hospital. i started to cry and wish that i wouldn't. it makes people feel uncomfortable, but i could not stop myself. luckly i got it together fast.
i make myself sound really overly emotional but i'm not.
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2:37 PM