Thursday, April 06, 2006

i have never laugh so hard at something in my life. christina found that, we were laughing so hard we were crying. my abs hurt, my throat hurt, and my cheeks hurt. watch the trailer.

dressforsuccess9 (6:41:07 PM): and when i'm taking a crap i'll be like "shit i'm shitting on his face"

yeah that's probably only funny to us.

i think my mom is having a mid-life crisis. someone help me out here.
first off she wants to get a tattoo of this picture on her leg. just his face arms and neck. uuuhhh scary. then she wants trent to sign it if she meets him again and then get his sig. tattooed on it. i don't like telling you guys this b/c she's scary and embarrassing, but i wanna know what you think.

i'm all for band tribute tattoos’. i plan on getting NIN (with the backward "N") tattooed on my pointer, middle and index fingers on my right hand. but a fucking tattoo of his FACE on your damn leg?!

also, she constantly copies me which pisses me off to no end. okay, so you started to like nin when i was listening to them all the time, that's fine. however, starting to dress like me is not. how am i supposed to tell her that, uh, the clothes you are wearing are too young for your age? i just want to get out of here so i can like things and not have to hide it from her.

i was not able to make it to trevor's. i'm not as bummed as i thought, but it still sucks. i need to get my car fixed asap, i fucking hate money. tonight i just wanna watch ferris beuller and fall in love with the young alan ruck again. i love that movie so much.

songs that all of you need to download and love:
+teardrop by massive attack- vocals by liz fraser, she has the most amazing voice i've ever heard.
+lorelei by cocteau twins- this song is becoming one of my favorites by them.
+seekers who are lovers by same band- i love this song. maria and i like to drive at night listening to it.
+just like you imagined by nine inch nails- i can't even express my feelings about this song.
+soon by my bloody valentine i recently downloaded this song again. i used to have a hard time listening to it b/c elan told me that it reminded him of me; but b/c 99% of everything he's ever said to me was a lie it's ok now. in fact, i was listening to it and decided to look up the lyrics to see what elan was talking about. turns out he even lied to me about what the lyrics were. wow. you're fucking cool.

actually i know none of you are going to download those songs but come on, humor me.

for some reason i'm getting all these friend requests on myspace from weird guys who are into death metal. why do i attract these kinds of guys, seriously? probably b/c i have manson/jeordie/nin all over my page but still! come on! what do i fucking look like?

speaking of death metal, christina showed me this jem and i couldn't stop laughing. check out the other list as well. seriously. come on fuckers.

i went on rob zombie's myspace to hear some of his new songs before downloading any and all i have to say is shit. it's total shit. i am disappointed. i love rob zombie/white zombie, he doesn't take things seriously and it's supposed to be kinda cheesy. however, his new stuff is past cheesy. it’s just shit. he even looks bad. man, get the dreads back and the gnarly beard that shit was sexy as fuck; now you just look like trailer trash. john 5 is in his band now. COME ON JOHN 5?! i can't take that guy seriously.

manson throwing mcdonalds at his stupid head while pointing and laughing. that's the greatest thing i've ever seen, at least christina finds this sadistic meanness funny too.

i'm bored with myself.

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