Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I read this last night:

"I would just like to take a moment and say that Shaina fucking pwns! and I will be very sad when she leaves. Kudos to you, girl. I don't know what I'd do without you. Just keep in mind that you are not what I consider an "expendable friend." I can see us sixty years from now sitting on a white-washed porch wearing raggy metalhead t-shirts and reminiscing on old times while sipping brooskies out of straws because by then we'd have eaten so many special brownies together that all of our teeth are gone but our livers haven't left us yet like a true friend should. Everyone, you should also take this time to thank your liver for having to put up with all the bullshit that you eat and drink. Especially you, Duff McKagan.

Shaina I care about you so much I can't even say.

BFF's!


I swear we shall meet over the rainbow and become very close. This is how close we will be."

now it's my turn to gush over my friendship with christina.

trust has always been my number one with people, close behind is the genuine quality. i think it's really crazy how my friendship with christina even started. how i had her blog book marked for the longest time b/c when i came across it i laughed so much.

i wish i could remember our first aim conversation. i don't even know how long we had been commenting back and forth before we even started talking on aim. when i think about it our friendship kinda started out on trust b/c that's pretty much all you have when you talk to someone over the internet. we didn't even start talking on the phone until 2 - 2 1/2 years of talking on aim everyday.

christina has become the greatest friend i've ever had. i've been through so much with that girl. shared so much with her i don't with other people. through all the bullshit that has come my way she's always listened to me. even if it's me saying the same thing for the hundredth time, i think that takes a real friend to listen to your shit so much yet like you anyway. she pretty much knows everything about me and still likes me and i think that counts for a lot.

i had a dream about christina last night. we were talking on the phone and she said that she was just going to fly and see me at school for the day and fly back before her mom got home. for some reason we really didn't even see each other much, and why i still was in school, much less not take that day off i don't know. i remember riding in the cab with her to catch her bus that would take her to the airport. when she got out i was hanging out the car screaming "i love you and i'll miss you" while throwing her air kisses like crazy. then the cab guy wouldn't let me out and i kept screaming at him "I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY!" it was strange.

i wish she could come this summer and see nin with me. i wish we could cruise in my car and i'll be the first person to get her high, and we'll just be in our own world.

girl, i wanna see you so bad it's driving me nuts. i wasn't kidding about taking you to vegas for your 18/graduation present. hahaha vegas, that is going to be interesting.

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