Wednesday, July 04, 2007

i am at my friend chris's house on the computer b/c i don't play video games or watch star wars. i've never seen star wars.

things are awesome, as far as john and i go. it's amazing. it's amazing how i feel. i will spend the rest of my life with this man. i am certain.

not awesome: living in a house that is not your house. i never feel at home. we thought that we were going to move into a house with his brother and it would be great but we don't like where his brother might be moving. so i think we are going to get a place of our own. i think that will best anyway, everything will be ours and we'll be alone. however, his sister might move in with us but that's ok b/c she's fucking awesome.

i love his family. so much.

i need to go to school. this is a must. it is my goal that within the next year i am enrolled somewhere.

what else is new? not much going on with justin and danica; they really don't talk to me anymore and it's depressing. i'm hurt. a lot. it was like she got pregnant and then all of a sudden - fuck you. i saw justin a couple days ago at the apartment (that no one has lived at for over a month) and it was so nice. i miss those two like crazy. he smoked me up and we started talking about all the fun times we had living there. i really hope that i don't lose her all over again.

danica's brother got high and while walking up the stairs he said: "this is so easy!"

that might be one of the funniest things i've ever heard. no one reads this.

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